_{how I always breaks my own promises to take hiatus after holiday... two weeks after school... after so and so... finally I ended (really) take my hiatus after January uvu"}

January is a rough month for me thanks to my computer; it keeps lagging and then restarting itself over and over again, take loads of time booting windows, and top of that, one of important sai file... where I draw some drawings for others... turned to .tmp file and I can't ever open it in sai again QAQ;;; that was when I really cried to bed OTL even though the computer is fixed now, the sai file still don't recover. well, nothing wrong with redraw everything, I just need more motivation and time

but then I realized national exam will come in no time, and will be less inactive than I ever be until April or May I don't really know TuT there is still many things I have to do aside of "to do list" on front pages, in case to remind those whom I owe things (and my own urge/hides) :

_{-Secret Project with ~CHESS-Studio
-Commissions for ~lil-angeltear
-Unfinished deal of art trades
-"Hello" comic project
-A lot of fanarts (KnT, KnB, Gintama, Natsume Yuujinchou, Gyakuten Saiban.... many more)
-A lot of gift arts}

too many things to do indeed ovo;; but yeah, I want to do all of these for myself and for people, and make sure things in "to do list" and here will resolved in 2013 \TuT/;;; that's my resolution for this year, hope I can do it waaaah motivation where are you OTL

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and now speaking of my future... I would like to continue my study to psychology, my dream TuT;; never think of taking science major or anything ehh but then my friends encouraged me to take graphic design I always said to myself I will do art as hobby only and not intended to take it as my follow career, but on the other side psychology have a lot of applicants... <sub>jadi saya agak galau sekarang herp

sebenernya saya belum begitu kebayang kalau pilih psikologi atau graphic design kerjanya jadi apa... ada yang bisa bantu kasih gambaran?</sub>

whatever it is, I hope everyone doing well QuQ /;; good bye for a while sob thank you so much for keeping up with me